Bio/Unit data

>> name: Ivan
>> location: Classified
>> hobbies: playing guitar,drums,
>> sports,computer games,
>> kayaking,building models
>> & reading history...

Saturday, April 17, 2004 ~ The Genius of the Hole

The Genius of the Hole: no matter how high u climb,1 mistake & u fall back in...

how true is that... haiz... yesterday the topic of AGM came out again... haiz... nothing like to re-live previous failures... im still wondering where i stand ... just came to realise that im not sure really where i want to go or do now.... argh... more to think about... suddenly for the first time in 5 years i feel im back down into the hole... felt so negetive... haiz... Esp after AGM, begun to question my own capabilities... and at this stage im not sure if i can make it ... haiz...
ya ya this is such a depressing post... hope i wont have to write these too often...

on the other hand found out that my church is organizing a trip to Berkelah falls... cool... finally can use my camalbak & equipment ... and my "FAMOUS" jungle cap ... lol.... it's already been to stong,ophir,Taiwan,Israel & Australia... hahaha....
but u wont catch me with a NALGENE this time (maybe? hahaha) ... ^_^

The Genius of the Hole: if someone ontop passes u a rope ... u can get out ...

Peacekeeper... ceased transmission on Saturday, April 17, 2004