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Wednesday, January 19, 2005 ~ taking off...

hmm... Open house comming!! Open house is here!!! haha... superb job with the tent for the OB booth guys!! hehe... well looks like i can 'slack' abit these few days during open house... lolx....

The start of the year has been quite an eye opener for me... i've been thrown from 1 end of the world to the other... and finally it looks like the dust has settled... I pretty much made alot of wrong choices last year and suffered as a result... well no more... I'm sick of being the victim & trying to show the whole world how pathetic or pityful i am... no more... for too long I've had the key ... but never used it... now it's time... now is the time... no more ... no more... sure people might think Im crazy... but no more... time to pull myself out of my self made hole filled with stakes... time to forget the past... it's over...
Seems silly now... letting myself suffer... when God had put the key right infront of me the whole time... I feel more at peace now... esp concerning relationships... now is not a good time for me... Whether i ever get into one remains to be seen... maybe not.... maybe yes... all in God's time in the future... It's time for a change... for far too long i've lavished in the shadows & let other things come in my way... no more... no more...

This time Father... I commit myself to you again... once again!!

*Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.Explore. Dream. Discover. - Mark Twain*

Proverbs 3 (New International Version)
Proverbs 3
Further Benefits of Wisdom 1 My son, do not forget my teaching,
but keep my commands in your heart,
2 for they will prolong your life many years
and bring you prosperity.

3 Let love and faithfulness never leave you;
bind them around your neck,
write them on the tablet of your heart.
4 Then you will win favor and a good name
in the sight of God and man.

5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight. [a]

7 Do not be wise in your own eyes;
fear the LORD and shun evil.
8 This will bring health to your body
and nourishment to your bones.

9 Honor the LORD with your wealth,
with the firstfruits of all your crops;
10 then your barns will be filled to overflowing,
and your vats will brim over with new wine.

11 My son, do not despise the LORD's discipline
and do not resent his rebuke,
12 because the LORD disciplines those he loves,
as a father [b] the son he delights in.

13 Blessed is the man who finds wisdom,
the man who gains understanding,
14 for she is more profitable than silver
and yields better returns than gold.
15 She is more precious than rubies;
nothing you desire can compare with her.
16 Long life is in her right hand;
in her left hand are riches and honor.
17 Her ways are pleasant ways,
and all her paths are peace.
18 She is a tree of life to those who embrace her;
those who lay hold of her will be blessed.

19 By wisdom the LORD laid the earth's foundations,
by understanding he set the heavens in place;
20 by his knowledge the deeps were divided,
and the clouds let drop the dew.

21 My son, preserve sound judgment and discernment,
do not let them out of your sight;
22 they will be life for you,
an ornament to grace your neck.
23 Then you will go on your way in safety,
and your foot will not stumble;
24 when you lie down, you will not be afraid;
when you lie down, your sleep will be sweet.
25 Have no fear of sudden disaster
or of the ruin that overtakes the wicked,
26 for the LORD will be your confidence
and will keep your foot from being snared.

27 Do not withhold good from those who deserve it,
when it is in your power to act.
28 Do not say to your neighbor,
"Come back later; I'll give it tomorrow"-
when you now have it with you.

29 Do not plot harm against your neighbor,
who lives trustfully near you.
30 Do not accuse a man for no reason-
when he has done you no harm.

31 Do not envy a violent man
or choose any of his ways,
32 for the LORD detests a perverse man
but takes the upright into his confidence.

33 The LORD's curse is on the house of the wicked,
but he blesses the home of the righteous.
34 He mocks proud mockers
but gives grace to the humble.
35 The wise inherit honor,
but fools he holds up to shame.

Peacekeeper... ceased transmission on Wednesday, January 19, 2005