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>> name: Ivan >> location: Classified >> hobbies: playing guitar,drums, >> sports,computer games, >> kayaking,building models >> & reading history... |
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Saturday, September 03, 2005 ~ a post deep down I feel that emptiness inside ... I once thought it was gone but i guess it's been there ever since... Always i've been able 2 give words of encouragement and wisdom ... But who gives any 2 me... Tears? I shed none .. For they have dried up... It somehow is in the wrong place...too much hurt... That answers the question that you seek... What is trust? I trust all yet trust none... I would risk my life for others..but who will do the same for me? Sean like me...old fashion relics... Never appreciated... What good is our honor in an age of snags? my wish? To see him and other friends like ernie grow in the lord...and find their soul mates... a person is like a system... U may be trusted... But u forget that deep down ... there's more to it then u know... The secrets and archives ... What lies in that treasure house? U never know... Y??? i wish and pray that my friends... Blessings...many blunders...many mistakes in arrogance made... What an irony and price to pay.... Redemption...redemption ...redemption ... no longer a victim but still wanting to find redemption ... To forget...to forget.... Forget....... Hide me under your wings... protect me with your outstretched arm... Take away my heart... let me just dwell with u and seek u and have a heart with love.... A man after your own heart...a servant unto the king... Humble and willing to serve… Amen. a new beginning... one with humility and a new, fresh start… Selya Peacekeeper... ceased transmission on Saturday, September 03, 2005 |
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