Bio/Unit data

>> name: Ivan
>> location: Classified
>> hobbies: playing guitar,drums,
>> sports,computer games,
>> kayaking,building models
>> & reading history...

Friday, January 27, 2006 ~ Echos of the past... the sound of the future...

Well... i just feel fed up! I can feel the ending comming ... the end of poly... sadly... i think im the only one who feels the comming sadness of my choice...

Someone once asked my why im not doing anything for my 21 birthday... truth be told.. i am not really looking forward to it... for most people i know, 21 means independence and the comming of age as an adult... for me it's more than that for me.. as i put it .. the most major decision i'll ever make... well maybe not? more like(as a good friend put it) A/THE MAJOR turning point in my life...

Yes.. i have hope.. just that sometimes i feel no one understands the choice i have to make... no offence but talk is cheap... It just feels like one of those "im alone" no one but God & me... haiz.. oh well...

I take comfort in a verse from Psalm 23, "... Even though i walk thru the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil for your rod & staff they comfort me... " Amen.

Peacekeeper... ceased transmission on Friday, January 27, 2006