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>> name: Ivan >> location: Classified >> hobbies: playing guitar,drums, >> sports,computer games, >> kayaking,building models >> & reading history... |
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Saturday, October 06, 2007 ~ Peace & Quiet. Peace & Quiet. That's 2 things I would really want now, to just get away from all the chaos of camp, all the insane things going on there. To be somewhere else.. far far away? or perhaps just somewhere outta range.. a nice beach.. a relaxing place.. just for me to relax, find some peace... Best time to have a good chat with God like all the times before... or perhaps a friend? I cannot remember the number of times where I was in such a nice place only for me to be alone with God & without someone else to share it with... Where are u?Anyway back to the main topic... now a good time out with God is the best thing I need... camp is chaos and LRI is insane. Everything seems so last min and all the guys have been working their heart & soul out! But to no avil, all our work doesnt seem to reap any rewards except work, work & more work. Shades of '04? again I stand at a crossroad? and in the way is a month long trip to a far far away place with no communication.. how different will it be this time? or perhaps I'm as sean says, reading/thinking too much? I need guidence & strength God! Is this the right path for me? or is it simple something that I'm distracted by? Am I thinking too much & putting too much in? or delcared the intention already? too many questions. not enough answers. But thru it all, I trust u God, that u'll lead me down the right road. That's faith, going with many questions & not enough/no answers... only a promise that he's in control & will see u thru... This post doesnt make much sense I supose. It's just fragments of memories & thoughts jumbled together. Peace & Quiet. Peacekeeper... ceased transmission on Saturday, October 06, 2007 |
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