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Saturday, January 26, 2008 ~ down to count, count down...

Well, the 4 days of hell & high water(really!) are over.... it rained like mad for a few days, turning our training area into a flooded, really muddy, and terrible place! Still, there were plenty of incidents to laugh & smile about! :) Capturing scouts, bluffing others, getting lost behind enemy lines, getting killed by a tank, getting labeled as an imposter over the radio etc... so many stories... I seriously think I might miss this when I ORD...

ORD... Operationally Ready Date.. the day I change from training soldier to trained soldier for most. It's the day we all love & dread at the same time. The time where my decision back last year comes into play... I finish 2 years to sign on for another ?? years?

ahh.. the commitment.. the burning desire.. where once I was scared of commitment.. I no longer am... the question is of course... commitment to where? arghh... the burning decision... It's so fustrating! It doesn't help that all over i've been reading articles(or more like bumping into) both secular & spiritual on it! plus even my members ask me about it! What sign is it? what's it telling me??? and at a time when i'm all preped up move into a new area! In all honesty it wasn't something i've been on the look out for... but as time moves.. it seems to be more & more ideal though I cannot see the end result or even how it'll even fit together... If I weren't moving into this new sector I would have probably been more sure... perhaps even launching.. but I'm not.. and I don't know how approach this... I want to commit but I have no idea how?

Thru this whole process.. I've learnt/been learning on thing.. I've gotta commit to God.. My commitments to God will always come 1st, beacause once I do that.. The rest will fall into place! Let's roll! :)

Peacekeeper... ceased transmission on Saturday, January 26, 2008