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>> name: Ivan >> location: Classified >> hobbies: playing guitar,drums, >> sports,computer games, >> kayaking,building models >> & reading history... |
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Sunday, March 23, 2008 ~ Endgame, checkmate... NOT. Well, after a "long" drawn out saga.. the stage has been set, played & finished. I suppose this whole episode has taught me many things about myself & trusting God & people. I've learnt a whole lot on faith & decisions involved in moving into a serious relationship. In all things I've learnt that actually I don't know much/anything at all! Thank God for his grace & wisdom that helped me learn these lessons thru this experience & from the experience of fellow brothers & sisters. Thank you for standing by & encouraging me. I've seen things stolen or lost from me restored and I can only hope for better things to come.So what happens now? Our paths differ for now.. but how will it turn out? The decision made was one most practical & sensible, in fact, it was the "easier" of both choices I felt. However now that it's come & gone, it seems like this one was the harder one. I agree with the reasoning & choices that made us come to this conclusion but I can't help feel a sense of "disappointment" for now. In the back of my mind where all the decisions are weighed, projected & dreamt, a part of me did want it to start now & make it work. However, I guess God felt otherwise & now's not the time for us. Will it ever be? That I have no answer to.. It's only something that he can answer.. Perhaps.. perhaps not.. but this I'm sure of; I know he never disappoints & will never ever shortchange us in anything! Another thing I'm sure of, and that is, that regardless of what has happened & might happen, I'm glad that I'll always have her as a good/close friend. :) So the curtain falls on this act and another opens.. how will it go? stay tuned.. but be sure of this, it's gonna be great because God's in control. So here's to u, my good friend & fellow "partner in crime"..all the best for the future & hope u get your scholarship! Not forgetting God, who makes things work for the good of those who love him. Amen. Peacekeeper... ceased transmission on Sunday, March 23, 2008 |
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